8.31.2009

♥ LOVE ♥

duno.
i wan forget tat TB.
so.
i think i need love.
who suit. for. me.
love.
come back.
im emo.
mossie
mogi
mosquito.
blue.

8.30.2009

Heartbreaker by G-Dragon to BIG BANG

G-Dragon - Heartbreaker

yo! finaly!
Is this what you've been waiting forbrand new G.D!
I all by my self but its all goodyou're my heartbreakerDJ & YG.
Let me take this song here

我压根没有落伍 我依然拥有才华
因你一个人而垮掉的身
消逝的梦 迷失的心
只要是为了你就会朝你飞奔而至
然而你却无数次地离开

你究竟为何不愿把我接受
用充满自信的表情说出一切吧 上演悲伤戏码
我却依然爱你 将机会给予你
可你回头的样子 那冷淡的眼神令人伤心
no no

yo ma heart heart heart breaker
我到底 做错了什么
yo ma heart heart heart breaker
no way no way
那时说要离开你 我其实也是真心
想要试着好好生活

忍耐 忍耐 再忍耐
纠结 纠结 再纠结
我爱情里的悲剧 no way

每天都同样相守 你却说我变了
闭上那令人心烦的嘴 就告诉我对方是谁吧
我现在已 out of control
独自一人快要发狂
就在那时那地 一次又一次离开

你究竟为何不愿把我接受
用充满自信的表情说出一切吧 上演悲伤戏码
我却依然爱你 将机会给予你
可你回头的样子 那冷淡的眼神令人伤心
no no

yo ma heart heart heart breaker
我到底做错了什么
yo ma heart heart heart breaker
no way no way

那时说要离开你
我其实也是真心想要试着好好生活

忍耐 忍耐 再忍耐
纠结 纠结 再纠结
我爱情里的悲剧

I'll still still be there(你打过来的电话)
I'll still still be there(你家门口的信箱)
我至今还对你(即使已成为陌路人)
I'll will still be there

曾说要永远在一起的那些话
即使只是暂时的甜蜜
你为何却全盘否认
Hey 我是如此伤痛

yo ma heart heart heart breaker
我到底做错了什么
yo ma heart heart heart breaker
no way no way

yo ma heart heart heart breaker
yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
h.e.a.r.t. breaker (no way~)


+++


A YO!Finally!
Is this what you've been waiting for? (brand new gd)
I'm all by myself, but it's all good
You're my heartbreaker (dj and yg)
Let me take this song

Nado eodiseo kkullijin anheo
Ajik sseulmanhan geol jukji anhasseo
Neohana ttaemune manggajin mom
Sarajin kkum motchatneun mam
Neol wihaeseoramyeon I han mom nallyeo
Niga inneun gosimyeon dallyeo
Hajiman geudaen naege annyeong tto annyeong

Neon naega shiltagoIyuga mwonyago
Jasininneun nipyojeongi modeungeol malhaejwo seulpeugehae
Geuraedo jotago
Gihoereul dallaedo
Hanbeon doraseon nimoseup chagaun geu nunbichi shireoyo

No no
You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
no way no way

Naega neol tteonagandaedo (ay)
Naneun jeongmal gandago (ay)
Jalsanabojago (ay) (lovers and haters)
Jigeutjigeutjigeutae ppigeutppigeutppigeutae
Naesarangui bigeuge no way

Maeil ttokgachi mutneunde
Neon naega byeonhaetdago hae gajingseureon ipdamullae
Sangdaega nugunji algo malhae
Nan ije out of control honjaseo gyesokmitto
Geujari geugoseseo annyeong tto annyeong

Neon naega sirtagoIyuga mwonyago
Hwaganan ni moksori modeungeol boyeojwo seulpeugehae
Geuraedo jotago
Gihoereul dallagoHanbeon doraseon nimoseup chagaun geu misoga miwoyo

No no
You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
no way no way

Naega neol tteonagandaedo (ay)
Naneun jeongmal gandago (ay)
Jalsanabojago (ay) (lovers and haters)
Jigeutjigeutjigeutae ppigeutppigeutppigeutae
Naesarangui bigeuge

I'll still still be there(kkeojin ni jeonhwagie)
I'll still still be there (naejibap pyeonjihame)
Nan ajikdo geudael(ijen namira haedo)
I will still be there

Wooo~
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajan geumaldeul
Jamkkanui, dalkomhan ppunirago
Geudaen wae amureochiannnyago nan ireoke apeunde

You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
no way no way

You're my heart heart heart breaker
You're my heart heart heart breaker breaker
H.e.a.r.t breaker (no way)

I can’t breathe(3x repeat)






heartbreaker

emo-ing.
life.
love.
family.
friendship.
somemore in my life.
TVXQ!
cassiopeia.
who is my heartbreaker.
i cant forget the meaning n lyrics.

ur my heart heart heart heart
heartbreaker.





by mossie.

8.29.2009

殺人犯 murderer

im happy. i edi watch murderer.
tis time, i need to use chinese.

情緒是低落的.
滿腦子閃過血腥殘忍的畫面.
可是, 我卻原諒了凌光.

凌光 (郭富城主演).
心中充滿忐忑不安.
我難以想像 身為一個警察, 也許不是...
你在尋找證據抓拿嫌犯的同時
發現, 證據顯示的犯人都是你.

短期失憶.
藥物中毒而全然不知. 也無法控制.
唯一可以幫助的你同伴, 死了.
你身邊的助手,也須長期看見你升官發財 而妒嫉.
也許沒有.
家中的老婆,從不信任,到信任.
唯一的妹妹, 因不了解,所以不信任.


種種的一切.
陷入痛苦 寂寞 孤獨


瘋了. 只是人性的一面.
我能原諒他最後的殺人.
原諒.

那時候的理智, 什麼都不是.


從來沒有人懷疑過小孩.
小孩那麼天真無邪. 誰知?

小孩早就應該死了.


我在思考, 他妹妹會死嗎?

妹妹去探望凌光時
凌光選擇沉默 是必然的
因為, 說出來了, 也沒人相信.

凌光 也許會死.
死了也好. 不必痛苦.



殺人犯.
每個人都是殺人犯.




+++

yea.
ytd i going bkt tinggi aeon - jusco watch tis movie.
going wif my fren - quan.
a guys i din meet long time edi.

i met my skulmate. [aikz. klang is small i noe.]
i met my teacher at cinema. [omo...]
i ask my teacher : "wat movie u watch?"
my teacher : "oh, murderer loh... 2pm de."
"oh! me too." i answer.

okay. nvm.
me going wif a guy. the guys also is chung hua but edi gradute.
erm herm....
hope my teacher wont think alot our both.
we nothing.
i wish.


when we go inside the cinema.
no ones there....



jz me n quan only... haha
+++

i bankrupt edi.
rm2 is my asset. T^T
die.
i wan watch orphan.
but, i no money.
by mossie.

8.28.2009

mossie OUTING ~~

yo... continue my holidays.
finish some UEC pass year paper. [damn difficult]
i finish two books edi.

1. 夜玫瑰
2. 回眸

two book also is same writer - jht (蔡智恆)

i cant forget 回眸 inside tat story - 遺忘
a guys cant memory anythings tat was happen.
cant memory all the things around her.

i cant forget inside the story
"如果人生沒有錯誤. 鉛筆何需橡皮擦?"





continue my holiday....

H1N1 damn serious.
ytd going to KLCC's book fair to support chin hor.
going wif my dearest - see yin.
wei siang FFK... [argh.]
other xueji all cant join. [sob sob]

going there wif a stupid mask. [T.T]




me wif see yin at the KTM.... lalalala~~~


when we arrived KLCC, finding chinhor... ^^
chinhor around "kid" n my xuedi xuemei.
selling his book.

then.....
suddenly....

chinhor say.... mosquito... "sorry sorry......"
then my xuedi xuemei dance "sorry sorry" around me.
OMG!!!
lucky i wearing a mask... [hiak hiak]

my heart OS [now is ur my heart heart... heartbreaker~~~~]
hahaha... [tell them also duno is wat song.....]


after i call my ya qing xuejie....
then i ask her.. where the "TB" photo??
xuejie din save her pic... T^T
i scold xuejie... "u promise me de...." T^T
i love tat tb so much.... [kill me then....]

around 1pm, chin hor speech is start......



long time din listen chin hor say funny things.
its happy when listen the talk.
act cute. act "badman" sound. singing jay song. sing his song.

next time xueji any gathering wanna buy his book faster.
i dunwan miss it. heehe....







+++

after the talk, i going to find some cheap CD.
i find n find n find.
i see OPPA~~~ MIROTIC ver D.
din hav any discount. so, i din buy. [sob sob]
n i see Big bang concert CD. [i dunwan]
SS501 Jp concert live CD [i dunwan]
FT island live concert CD [i dunwan~~~]
Big bang global warming concert [i wan~~~]
but, expensive too.
so, din buy.... [got abit kesal tim...]

nvm.
save money.

then we planing eat jp food.
then we choose SUSHI KING.
gosh.... is really not nice to eat waaaa.....
expensive n ... argh.
kesal...
i wont choose sushi king again.
my fav soba taste like.... blek....

asking the waitress "sweet sause" also duno is wat?!!!
my soba must put "蘿蔔泥"... i duno y them give me WASABI.
stupid. argh. i wont go again.
ANTI SUSHI KING.
the poor jp food is there.


me n see yin shopping awhile... then back.


** additional:
when we take LRT to kl sentral.
then.... we go wrong side by the LRT...
going to the wangsa maju edi. [OMO~~~]
then, waste more time.

after then take KTM.
KTM is many ppl.
we miss the ktm. cuz too many ppl, we can go inside the KTM.
need wait to next round.

ytd is very tired.
but, its ok.






mossie emo-inG.
by mossie.










8.25.2009

Downloads-inG

yea. mossie here again.
tis few days missing my jan.
i feel wan call her, but she looks like very busy leh.
T^T

long time din chat wif her.


abt the F(X)
DuNO-ING


thursday planning to Book Fair at KLCC.
i will prepare a mask to there.
now very dangerous.
got one more fren kena H1N1.

take care guys.



+++

i finish watching some youtube.
i think not "some".... is "many".

i finish watching
TVXQ! 3rd concert live MIROTIC in seoul.

13 youtube. i finish it.
i love Changmin solo.
i love MIROTIC part.
i love Balloons part.
i love HUG part.
i love INSA part.

i love.
i will watch it again after my UEC.

++

i finish Downloads.


1st,
[Dance! Subaru ] OST
2nd,
[TVXQ! 3rd concert live MIROTIC in seoul]


3rd,
[Heartbreaker] G-Dragon 1st Solo Album





my fon memory is full.
no more places to dl more album.
[waiting SM TOWN leh. T^T]

my 8GB pen drive & 2GB pen drive FULL also.
KILL me.... T^T


haiz,
no mood to study.
*piak~~*



see, mossie is moody now.




by mossie. *piak*

8.24.2009

i cant believe it!!!

no way no way!!!!!!

today when i using my FB...
i see wei keng comment saying SM will debut a new girls group.
i shock.... [ i DUNWAN~~~]

i faster use my msn chat wif her.
checking alot of the news.
the video. them pic.... bla bla bla...

the new girls group called F(X)
[wat a weird name.]

i hate math. then got a group is "function (x)"
but,
tis fomular, is my only noe how to do de.
chinese called "函數"....
i learnt it frm tis year my text book chapter 1.... =="


okay, turn it back.

F(X) pic....





more info, tis link:
http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/more_on_sm_entertainments_new_girl_group_fx/


** the jessica sis very... [ugly...] *piak*


+++

i cant see them face as well.
i tryin to find more.
then i ask lemon.

yes. i get them profile. but i cant see my relative face.
but be4 wei keng giv me de, i see her face.
but i not comfirm is her or not.
is jz look like her only.


below tis pic:





[up the pic, i think got her face waa....]


erm, i susah to explain tis.
but, i think my relative not inside the F(X)
but, she will debut soon.

dun ask me tis question:
"how old was she?"
"wat is her name?"

i jz can answer: "I DUNO!!"


http://popseoul.com/2009/01/14/will-sm-debut-new-girl-group-in-2009/


+++

kay. mossie need to calm down first.
the next, intro some youtube here.
dun cry... or prepare some tisu....








By mossie.

8.22.2009

download-ing

yea.
my holiday is continue-ing... ^^
hiak hiak.

ytd going mid valley wif my sis n cousin.
watch movie.

i hate a gurl who sit behind me.
she laugh to loud when watching the movie
i wan scold her tat time
but, i din do tat.

ytd my mum bday
celeb bday.... in PJ.
makan a poor food there.
aikz.

the jelly cake is cute.
got time i will post it.


today is lemon n raymond xg bday

happy birthday to my dear lemon
n
xuege "shi feng"... ^^


ytd xueji hav a gathering...
wanna celeb shi feng xg bday de.
at serdang.

is far frm me.
n also is my mum bday.

so i reject it.

haiz.



miyako promise me to send a DANCE! SUBARU OST for me
but... till now i din receive.
ytd i receive her mail.
yea, she giv me the link, but din send the song 4 me.
i go the link n dl it...

then, i "手癢" to click DBSK...
i cant control myself.
then go dl the MIROTIC concert.....

now dl many things.

dance subaru.
mirotic concert.
GD solo album.
MC mong.


i will dl more.
i try...=="



by mossie.

8.21.2009

HATE

i hate somethings.

first,
my skul.

after exam. at skul edi nth to do.
then, today my skul 辯論賽.
damn sienz, n i wanna sleep.
sit at there feel wan sleep but... haiz
n also need scare the "BIRD"
cuz, if u lucky, u will kena a BIRD SHIT.
haiz, poor chung hua.


second,
my classmates.

today i take bus go to skul. my classmate din fetch me.
then, when i reach skul. i noe K edi din cum skul.
i alone there, reading book..
then i heard my classmate talk to J...
"u very happy rite? cuz "she" din cum wor....??"
"shhshhhhh. dun say very loud leh. " J talking to my classmate.
"aiya, many ppl din come. who noe?" my classmate said.

see, reali got problem.
i curi curi ask B wat happen [ i tut he noe. but fail. T^T ]

stupid classmate i have.
haiz.
no eye looks.


third,
my "zi mui" n xiu jun.

when our rest time. i stay at my class.
i saw xiu jun cum upstair.
bring along many tabberware.
go intro zi mui class finding zi mui.
i noe. i got it.

zi mui cooking a spagetti to xiujun.
but, din prepare 4 me.
see, im not important to them edi.

mayb, i zi mui din cook 4 xiu jun.
but i comfirm the food is zi mui bring 4 xiu jun.
im not comfirm tat is spagetti.
but i comfirm is a food.

when i go back home,
is raining.
zi mui n zu jian is talking.
i heard somethings.
"tml how u tell me lah! u contact "her" lah." zu jian said.
"tml wat movie u watch? " zi mui said.
"GI Joe" zu jian said.
"oh... ok ok."

yea. i noe tml them planing go sunway pyramid.
is calling xiu jun go. but din ask me.
nvm. i wont go too.
i jz feel. im not their friends edi.

zi mui talk to me after zu jian back.
"wei, u still angry ahh?" zi mui said.
"yalah, i angry myself cannot meh?" i said.
"aiyo, someone say she din wrong mah, then is my fault loh. then i angry myslfe, cannot meh? " i continue said.
"...." zi mui no comment edi.

then we keep silent when waiting bus home.


fourth,
thunggie.

tis gurls. serious than me.
i edi no eye looks.
u noe wat im talking abt.
i dislike tis type of thuggie.
jz keep crying only.
edi noe tat is a fact. truth. but... still like tat.
i no eye see.
i dunwan listen it again.

but, of course.
if u need me, i still me ur good listener....


fifth,
raining.

today i waiting bus.
raining become heavily.
suddenly, i hate rain.

i rmb tat day.
i get rain when i go back home frm KP.
together wif wei xiang n my xuedi.
tat times is happy.

but now.
i hate the rain.
it make me more sad.
i thinking abt my old life is happy.



sixth,
H1N1.

angel first time cum chat msn wif me.
she tell me her sis kena H1N1.
whole family need 隔離.
angel is worry.
i oso worry.
she sis jz 8 yrs old.
take care my angel.



by mossie.

8.20.2009

sob sob

first time, my BM din pass.
i get 56marks.
suddenly i feel. i wan die.
i never get tis result be4...


sad.
die.
crazy.

today is my fren - TRACY bday.
duno how to the feel.
be4 very close wif her.
but, start frm tis year, din talk alot, not close edi.
nvm. jz wishing her....

happy birthday, tracy.


today my classmate - called her K [a gurl is my class monitor]
k very close wif me.
we frm primary skul same class until now.
of course, she got many things i dislike.
but, no ones is prefect de. i try to forgive her when she do anythings wrong.
today, she ask me....
"u dun mention y i din talk wif J??" [J is my another classmate]
"erm, got.... abt j n x... rite?" [x is another classmate]
yes, i get it. again.
J suddenly dunwan talk wif K.
cuz X saying somethings bad things abt k to J.
so, J dunwan fren wif K.

senior 3 edi. still like a primary student.
we 4 ppl edi 6 year same class.
y tis suck things happens de? [i still cant believe it.]
nvm.
K tell me "tis called friendship."
i tell her, "nvm. tis let u noe wat is friendship."



thx god. i got a true friendship.
in xueji.
in cassie.

tats very enough 4 me.
classmate, always not my first choose.
classmate or skulmate, is my last choose.
cuz, it cant compare to my xueji's frens n cassie's frens.


friendship is not easy to find.
im lucky i can get very cool frenship.
hope everyone can get it.


+++

holidays is coming... hooray ^^
a week holiday... [tvxq?? haha]
i not hav planning at holiday. jz stay at home study.
but,
wed, mayb got free ticket watch a movie [首映禮 at cathy.]
thurs, planing to book fair at KLCC wif xueji's frens.
sat, a VIP [bb fans] asking me wanna working tat days. RM10 per hours. i accept it.

others day,
stay at home.
sleep.
watch HK drama.
study.
doing UEC pass year paper.
eat.
sms.
listening TVXQ! song.


somethings like tat lah. ^^




by mossie.

8.19.2009

i hate MATH!!!

jz finish exam.
go to skul jz chat wif my classmate.
damn sienz.
chat 4 wat??
chatting abt when we after UEC tat day,
planning to starthill - JOGOYA [ jp buffet]... eat eat !!
we say, now start save money till rm100 then can go eat.
if reali cant save till rm100, jz go SHOGUN [jz need RM50].
i say, can go ampang eat korean food too.
them prefer eat jp buffet. then OK!!! hahaa... [save money - ING~~]

sum teacher discuss abt the exam answer.
chinese - i correct the part 1 answer [happy ^^]
but the part 2 i get wrong. T^T
Geography - the anwer i got hafal at all, but suddenly forget when exam [damn!]
i tut i get less then 80 marks, but i get 91 marks !! [shock ^^]
History - i not hav study in tis subject. cuz too difficult to study it.
after my teachet explain the answer, then say jz 10ppl is pass.
i not hav study, be4 tat exam, i go sunway pyramid having my delicious sushi ^^
then i get my paper.... OMG!! i pass it... lalala... 63marks... [din study oso can pass.]


the next. is the poor subject.
my class all ppl duno how to do.
me too.
tis times is my first time got study math u noe?
but, still cant pass. [haiz, im too stupid !! ]
my math teacher very angry.
my class jz 2 ppl pass in tis exam [wow...!!! ]
i get 20marks.
the higher marks is 97marks.... [ y not me?? T^T ]

nvm. i din pass is normal things.
if i pass it... i can celeb 7days lohhh....

after tat. my math teacher say take out our note book.
then do the question in the paper again. can find answer at note book.
cuz, he wan add marks to us.


SHIT!!!!!


i din bring my note book. text book.
i sit at there.
i almost wan cry.
i look at my behind sides, all doing math n finding the answer.
i got sum answer at my note book. BUT!!!! i din bring it.
i look at my paper.
i duno how to do.
i nth to there in 1 period.
i give. i sad. i wan cry out edi.

after the math class, its skul break times edi.
i walk out alone n waiting bus there.
i saw zu jian n "zi mui" there.
them call me gether wif them... [tat times i cant see xiu jun there.]
i reject them.
after a few minutes, xiu jun is coming. [a gurlz bergaduh wif me de.]
after i see the bus coming.
then stoped the bus, but dunwan take the bus.
then i make a angry face [im sad tat time]
go in front them, then up to the bus... then... sayonara.....

xiu jun still duno is her fault.
nvm. i can alone as well de.


+++

ytd i finish exam.
i hate face to my dad. then i stay at my bedroom alone n nth to do.
then i very very very sienz.
i sms to kiro [duno y suddenly very close wif him...]
taking abt tat TB i love.
taking abt y bored wan find him din find shiro =="
taking abt tat TEE jj wear de, then he buy then i din buy...
taking abt y din sleep .... is late time now.
taking abt tvxq
taking abt i wan a bf to forget tat TB
taking abt i wan he intro sum lengzai to me
taking abt FT island song
taking abt SS501 song
taking abt................................

i sms wif him. i jz wan to waste my time.
i wait i wait i wait until 12am.
countdown-ing....

i calling to my angel.
she bday.
my angel bday.

chatting wif my angel over 1 hour.
i long time din meet her.
i long time din call her.
i long time din hear her voice.

she happy when i call her.
but, i got abit sad.

she say she miss me.
she happy when listen my voice.

i think.
i reali not suit to my angel.


ANGEL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.



by mossie.

8.18.2009

finish. finish.

yea. i finish my exam.
yahhhoooo...........

jz finish.

finish my frenship.
finish my TVXQ!
finish all the work.
all, finish.



by_mossie.

8.15.2009

mossie is noob

stupid.
im stupid.
im the most stupid.

life is like a shit.


from tat day until now.
we din talk. we din say "hi".
i dunwan to face u.
cuz, u duno u r wrong.
then non stop to saying to other say im fault.
tis make me more angry.

my "zi mui" said, "y u so childish? like a primary skul students."
i said, "yes, i am."

for me,
i wan let her noe s0me 教訓
tis called 原則

金牛座發起脾氣 可不是人來的.

so, dun make me angry.
when i angry, tat means the problem is very serious.


someone called me forgive her.
i said again, "I WON'T!!"


+++

exam make me crazy.
TB make me fall in love.
bergaduh make me angry.
kiro very close wif me?!!!
me inside astro very ugly.
network too slow.
i miss my xueji frenz.

my angel dunwan me.
my angel forget me.
i dunwan angel.
i wan forget angel also.


i jz hav thung n kiro only.

+++

how abt oppa edi??
haiz...
all abt tvxq 3... i wan T^T


picture of u MV.




by mossie.

8.13.2009

haizz ~
this few days i can hardly post stuff in my own blogs ..
cuz my daddy been viewing it ~
stupid rite ?

i'm confuse now a days ..
everything seems tooooo NORMAL ~
i had been acting cheerful all day in college which to avoid him ..
but its really dificult ~ sob ~
he, too show nothing at all ~ macam nothing happen before ~
i had always been thiking stuff like MAYBE , IF ..
he might just ask me to ~
but i know its impossible ~
*cry*

i dunno Y cant i just take the fact that things is like tat edi ~
he wont be my BF ~
i just cant let go this feeling ~
i know i like him a lot ~
i think too much ~
bout if we ever get together ~
if ~

i din know Y i post tis .. suddenly ..
but maybe its the only place i can let my feeling out ..

by thung thung ..

8.10.2009

i feel...

huh. angry again.
i waste over 5 hour to do a video project.
sunday... my happy sunday is lost... T^T
my computer teacher need we all do a "招生" video.
be4 tat, i edi finish one more to him.
later he say, not pass!!
nvm, i do one more again.
when i do it, i feel pressure. cuz i duno how to do.
wat is called a "nice n good video."??
i confuse to choose the song in the video.
me jz hav korean song. T^T
finally, i choose tat "one world one dream" frm lee hom

today, i pass up my video.
my teacher say tat my song cant!! [DAMN!]
the video pic's word not clear !! [SHIT! ]
the pic not hav cut as well then cant see at clear. [Fu*k ]
later....
the my skulmate who is in senior sains class come in n pass the video oso.
ok, start show off.!!!
bla bla bla......
tat time, i damn angry.
i dunwan hear abt my teacher.
i dunwan do the video again.
i dunwan pass up edi.
i hate do somethings i edi do n tat i hate to do!!

after that, my teacher come in my class in pass a paper 4 me!
he tell me a website is can dl soft music.
my network too slow, cant load. [shit!]
whatever, i dunwan do it my video again.
i really give up to do it again.

this make me say out many "unpolite word"
argh... geram - inG

++++

last time i saying i see a TB very lengzai... rite??
i "curi" her pic frm her FB~~


i love her


she so cute. i love her...
my fren say me sot jor.... cuz fall in love wif a TB!!
tis pic cant see her face lah... i got many lah...
but i think dun wan put at here...==" [u can curi curi ask me de.. ^^]
many ppl say she looks like JJ... but not jaejoong.. is "jj lin jun jie"
hohoho... cute ^^ i love her 酒窩!!





+++++

my fren -ah pok, kiro, shu jun, zi mui, jia sheng... and more n more.
ask sms me, FB me, PM me..... "wat wrong wif ur TVXQ!"??
argh, i lazy to explain tat.
i reply : "they wont disband. other things i lazy explain."
if wan explain, how many time i ask replay a same answer??
dying~~~


a stupid pic take in the mirror n catching me with TVXQ! ^^
by_mossie.

8.07.2009

SM concert postpone!

many things starts POSTPONE!!
SM TOWN concert.
below the news :

Due to lawsuit from TVXQ SM Entertainment (SM)’s SM Concert was postponed.
lawsuit from TVXQ SM On August 7th, SM representative said, “SMTOWN LIVE’09 which will be held August 16 at the Seoul Jamsil Olympic Stadium will be temporarily postponed,” he said.
For the sake of quality of performance, since there’s still TVXQ dispositition running against SM, the current time is not a good environtment to make decision regarding the concert, thus it need to be temporarily postponed.
“We’re really sorry to tell you the unfortunate news.” SM representative closed his statement.
For ticket refund, please contact: G-Market
(http://ticket.gmarket.co.kr/ phone number 1566-5702)
credit: newsentranslation: sharingyoochun@wordpress
++++++++
somemore become serious... hohoho....
ytd my dad 出國.... lalala...
now at home more relax ^^
next friday my term-exam is coming...
alot things need to study...
skul tat computer class project need do it again.
DAMN!!
i hate it. dunno wat to do. it make my comp very lag.
i hate to use movie maker.
two more video need to do. T^T
i still duno wat i wan giv to my angel.
erm, ytd at skul libary i borrow kuen cheng girl's skul graduate magazine 2008
atcually, i borrow it for "參考"
then, i start finding my frens face inside the book.... haha =="
then, i see my xuejie inside ^^ happy....
i read it page by page... finding sum lengzai TB... haha
then i saw it.... hiak hiak....
the first thing i see her pic is her "酒窩"... so cute ^^
i type her mail at facebook...
WAH~~~~ lengzai man..... ^^ [ me very happy now.]
then, i edi add her mail in my msn.... hohoho... ^^
hiak hiak hiak....
+++
some frenz asking me tvxq news.
i jz say them wont disband. other things i lazy to explain.
cassie non stop to say "always keep the faith!!" [ me too !!!]
i saw a funny pic at soompi forums...


the pic is chunnie act a KBS drama called - rainbow.
an old pic.
but, see wat chunnie write inside the pic??
"always keep the faith!!!"
yay!!! many years ago by tis pic...
cassie, don't forget.
FIVE for NOTHING.
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.
by_mossie.

i miss xueji !!!


ytd i going my xueji fren - wen jia blog.
i see got new post at our xueji B blog at wretch got new blog post.
after that, i go xueji B blog.
OMG!
all my xueji fren leave comment at there...
im too slow going there... T^T
i miss them so much. reali.
we always have a nice memory together.
in "陽光之旅" camp, we make a camp together..
xueji pei xun ying, go 探班... n xueji many camp...
support D-age when yanzhen join the 8TV UPG show....
sin chew, KFC, jenjarom, sekinchan, celeb christmas, genting trip.
chating, screaming, talking loudly, laughing....
n also i cant forget de is my bday tis year.
we love take alot pic...
like 自拍, jumping, alone, makan, all the time... non stop to take pic ^^
the pic, first time having camp wif xueji ^^

tat time i still young ==" jz 16 yrs old... celeb our xueji bday ^^
we go jenjarom when CNY.... ^^
we go kuala selangor = sekinchan. eat alot, play alot... feel the paddy field ^^
we go eat sakae sushi together when christmas n watch scary movie =="
still rmb see yin sit behind me n non stop to scream... haha
we support D-age together... in KP & studio at shah alam.
im so happy when xueji celeb bday wif me.. T^T
love you all....

we go genting highlands together... 10 gurlz... =="
+++++++++++
tis year, less see u at all.....


tat is xueji "xia xiang camp" at tanjung sepat... ^^
chin hor is there...


WE LOVE JUMP!!!
at sjkc yuk chai at PJ ^^
i miss. we hav alot nice memory....
miss my xuege xuejie....
chen aik xg, boon lin xg, ah poh xg, kok din xg, hong fa xg..... alot....
yu lin xj, ying ji xj, ling hui xj, rong er xj.... alot.....
miss 21st xueji...
wei xiang, still studying n "pat tuo" n forget us.. haha
ming wei, working n take alot nice pic... ^^
tian xiang, now be a rich guys... haha
see yin, a dreamer n give up to study designer n study inti there
yan zhen, continue her study n dancing...
han ying, study hotel managment in sunway collage... nice new life~~
ierene, study at melaka... long time din see her...
wen jia, also study... n always lepak here lepak there...
yan si, form 6 now... hehe...
hua yin, study also...
pei wen, "pai tuo" n "pai tuo"
li chen, i think she still study n working...
qiu ying, study wif ierene together... jealous...
mei ching, study at taylor ... our future lawyer... ^^
yee si, i think hav 1 year never see her again.. duno how was she recently...
jie qing, a gurl love orange... n still study...
sze hui, study study n study....
i think i hope i not hav miss all them name.
tis jz for 21st B group in xueji.... ^^
u all very important to me...
other xueji also... ^^
take care all guys, miss u all...
muackz... ^^
by_mossie.

8.06.2009

i get TVXQ! FC member...

finally, i get the TVXQ! fans club member card.
i wait damn long time.
over half month... i think....
tis my member card...
the FC got send more them things 4 me... ^^
note book... ^^
the file ^^




and tis....




i get it..... waiting damn long time... >.<




yea, im a Fans club now.....!!!





august FC will held a gathering in titiwangsa.
but i cant go... exam n damn far...
i no money to go out again... aikz....
nvm, still go chance to go gathering wif cassie de...
aza fighting!!

++++++
ytd, i tried to play my tarot again.
i scare. cuz.... haiz...
but, i think tis time is accuracy!!

abt my study n exam....

the card is not gud... but, its true...
i not hav mood to study... i having a devil card at my future!!
the next, for my oppa - TVXQ!

tis also not a nice card.... but, i think it will be fine soon.
aza!!
mossie, get alone. micheom...




STOP CRYING!!!

again. the feeling is come back again.
SHIT!!

i dunwan argue wif my dad. i hate it. REALLY!!
damn. STOP IT. i cant control myself again.
i try to keep silents when i get scold.
cuz i dunwan make is more serious. i jz can keep quiet.

second,
18 august, my fren "zi mui", zu jian, xiu jun asking me go pyramid.
again, tat is my "second" house... SUNWAY PYRAMID....
mayb can meet "jan di" again.. hahaha... hope so...
i feel dunwan go pyramid again, cuz i no money.
i non stop argue wif my dad abt money. hate!!

19 august is my angel bday. but tat days i need go skul too.
i asking my angel go pyramid 18 aug. she agree.
she say we long time din go out together.
i think mayb is my problem.
i dunwan contact wif her, she oso din contact wif me.
she bday is coming soon.
i still duno wat i wan giv her...
she hav everythings, anythings. i really duno wat i wan buy 4 her.

thinking her present a few month.
still duno wat i wan buy.
any idea 4 me??
she is my fren... first important ppl 4 me.


i lost myself. i also lost my angel.



i getting sick soon. [ i think only... haha]
two row at my class is the "sick places"....
two row wif 10 students, including me....
10 students, 6 ppl get sick.
today add more 2 guys is sick... 8 ppl
except me n one more my classmate.
damn, i feel i hav flu... i think i get sick soon... scare!!
i wan sick, but not now.
cuz, next week is exam. i not hav time to sick... ARGH!!!


the skul gradute magazine got alot of things need to do.
i start missed many things.
i calling all the guys must faster finish all the things.
cuz tis sat wanna go the publisher there....
my partners everydays do herself things.
not worry abt tis. i hate.... all the things i do it alone.
jz noe complain tis complain tat. damn...!!!
everyday the rest time, i need find teacher ask tis ask tat.
i wan go downstair upstair do many things.

im tired. very tired.
i wanna give up. but i cant.

i wan die. if i got brave.




by_ mossie.

8.05.2009

Always keep the faith project.




Dear all Cassiopeia,


Regarding the lawsuit issue by 3 of the TVXQ members, Kim Jaejoong, Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu to SM Entertainment on unfair contract, which had made headlines not only in the Korean news as well as in Japan, Thailand, China, and other Asian country, we are the Malaysian fans will also take part to support TVXQ and most importantly againts the disbandment of the TVXQ.

As TVXQ, the group with the largest fan club in Korea, got into a legal dispute with SM Entertainment, the fans could be heard voicing their opinions that, "The group's continued existence is more important than SM.

"TVXQ's fan club Cassiopeia, who hold the Guiness World Record for the largest fan club with around 800K members, began an 'Against TVXQ's Disbandment' petition on an Internet portal site. This petition that aims to collect 200K signatures has already collected 20K in the past four days.

Xiah Junsu, YoungWoong Jaejoong and Micky Yoochun stated that an 'unlawful exclusive contract' was the main reason behind their lawsuit and said they wanted to fix their 13-year contract, dubbed a 'for life contract'. The fans are completely behind this statement and say that if the contract is fixed, TVXQ will be able to overcome this disbandment crisis.

On various forums on portal sites and petitions, the fans have written, "SM must fix the slave contract they have imposed on TVXQ," and have been trying as hard as they can to make sure that the worst-case scenario will not happen.

The well-formed international fan base is also behind TVXQ. On one Chinese portal site, a survey revealed that around 52.1% (around 4000 people) of fans were behind TVXQ. The group's Japanese fan club 'Bigeast' members have been having a comment relay in which they all state that a disbandment cannot happen.

Whatever the court decision during the upcoming trial, we, the Cassiopeia, will give our full support to the TVXQ and will KEEP THE FAITH WITH THEM forever.

Please forward this email and the attached poster, especially to all Malaysian, to show your support to TVXQ.

You can leave your message and comment in the forwarded email as well.


The email and the poster will be forwarded to the Korean and Malaysian broadcast channel, radio station and newspaper to spread out the support.


TVXQ and Cassiopeia are ONE

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH


-CASSIOPEIA-


++++++++++


Dear TVXQ and Cassiopeia,


We will ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH and HOPE TO THE END!!!
I thank you - our dearest TVXQ & the loyal fans - Cassiopeia, who taught me alot of things.I've chose to believe in 5 of you.

TVXQ is the BEST idol+friends+family in my life!!!! Together as ONE.Fighting!!

PS:/ some attachments:


[Vid] Always keep the faith - from Japanese Fans
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUFMxrGAaaI

[Vid] Always keep the faith - from International Fans 1
http://www.dnbn.org/bbs/view.php?id=db01&no=20525&office

[Vid] Always keep the faith - from International Fans 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU_ZDuZYzVc


[Vid] Always keep the faith - from International Fans 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuXim5WCt78

will have more than 20 parts!


besides that, the global project has made to korean news!

+++++++++++++++


[TRANS] 09.08.04 TVXQ, The International Fans' Worried Hearts...


Fans from all over the world are showing their worry and support for TVXQ. They are sending letters that all say one thing: regardless of the current dispute between SM and the three members, the fans will support TVXQ no matter what and a disbandment is not something they want.

On the international UCC site 'Youtube', the video that lasts around 5 minutes showing hundreds and hundreds of letters addressed to TVXQ was uploaded on the 4th.

They expressd their feelings with shaky Korean penmanship, but also confessed their thoughts through their native tongues or English. They all had the same message of 'Forever as 5' and 'Always keep the faith.

'TVXQ's influence in the world could be seen from the people's names and the stated countries. Singapore, Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand, Vietnam, Philippines, India, Spain, Sweden, Norway, Denmark, Germany, Australia, Finland, Japan, UK, USA, Peru, Brunei, France, Sri Lanka...

The multicultural fans called TVXQ various names such as 'DBSK', 'TVXQ', 'TBXQ'

Janice, a Mexican fan stated, "Whatever happens, we will always be by your side. We pray for you." Tiffany, a Peruvian fan said, "We have always been proud of you," to express the pain she was feeling over this situation. Other than this, Dara, an Indonesian fan, hoped for a always-together TVXQ by writing "5-1=0 and 5-2=0" Liana of Germany said, "Don't give up."

On Korean internet sites as well, voices of encouragement and support have been pouring out like a flood. On Agora, a "Against TVXQ's Disbandment"petition has gained around 21,700 signatures. Fan sites are filled with posts about the fans' feelings of worry.

There have been a couple of extreme cases though. One of which read, "Maybe if we all just committ suicide, they won't disband."

It seems that it is up to the courts to decide the fate of TVXQ, no matter what the fans say. On the 4th, the three members' representative, Sejong, stated a rebuttal that attacked SM's previous statements and that said that the truth would be revealed in court and they were willing to fight for that truth. SM Entertainment has begun silencing the people in their agency from answering questions from reporters and they seem to be busy preparing their side for the case.


The Video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hmpAY1R1eU...player_embedded



Source: [kyung hyang + DNBN]
Translation credits: jeeelim5@iscreamshinki.net
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8.04.2009

I wanna ..

I want to tell u that bad mood always over take me when u talk bout your girlfriend ..
I want to tell u that I miss u during the holidays ..
I want to tell u that I get hurt when u r facing health problem ..
I want to tell you tat I am a jealous gal .. Really jealous ..
I want to tell you that sometimes I really cry a lot .. like a cry baby ..
I cried, because you said we r still best best friend ..
I cried because you ask me about your girlfriend stuff ..
I cried because I can’t have you by my side ..
I cried, because I can’t tell you how I feel .. I won’t want to be selfish..
I want to tell u that I had always waited by the phone for yr SMS expect when I’m deeply asleep ..
I can’t help thinking too far when you didn’t reply me ..
I want to tell u that happiness always comes around when u pampered me ..
The silly jokes we made that we can’t help but laughing all the way ..
I want to tell you I’m sorry for saying something terrible sometimes .. i'm sorry ..
I did show my tantrum sometimes .. but I don’t think you ever notice ..
I want to tell you to stop blaming yourself for everything .. ok?

I want to tell u that ..
I like you a lot ..
I don’t know when, I don’t know Y ..
Just like tat ..

I really wish u can really give me a BIG bear HUG ..
I really wish u can hold my hands tight ..
I really wish u can pat my head .. and tell me its ok ..
I really wish u can tell me that I’m now officially .. your girlfriend ..

I wish I hadn’t ..
So wish I didn’t even meet you ..
But its fate right?
I have no choice ~
My heart just won’t listen ..

Sometimes .. I just feel like giving up ..
Sometimes .. I just feel like telling you everything wads in my heart ..
It’s too heavy for me .. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on ..

But I do know ..
I can’t be selfish .. not me ..
I had been keeping a happy mood since you said you don’t want to c me sad after talking about your girlfriend stuff .. And I did ..
But pretending to be happy, laughing the whole time kills me ..
It’s hard as everything just being swallow in and pretend I’m ok ..

Will you ever ever notice it ?

i hate you

who im saying.
i think is my dad.
i hate. i hate. i hate.

now, i wan cry, but i cant cry out. DAMN!

a dad, promise her daughter somethings but never do it.
a dad, teach her daughter to do somethings like but his self never do it.
a dad, wanna let her daughter study a private skul, but dunwan pay the skul fees.
a dad, saying wanna pay rm30 every month for the hp reload but when her daughter ask everytimes he oso wont pay it. when he scold his daughter, his daughter argue wif tis things, but he always say he got pay it.
a dad, his daughter wanna buy a fon. but he wont pay money to buy it. her daughter working at outside alone to earn money. jz 2 month. he asking her daughter money for the 2 month salary. but her daughter using the money to buy fon. her daughter get scold again.
a dad, when her daughter feel hungry, tell her dun eat food.
a dad, when her daughter skul holiday, a dad duno abt it. then scold her daughter y not hav go to skul.
a dad, always scold her daughter everyday on9 n not hav study. but her daughter got study he oso tut his daughter is on9. her daughter get a well result he oso duno.
a dad, i hate most.


what can do? when i face it all?
suck noob damn Fu*k....

crying without tears.
i dunwan face it again.
i wan leave my home.
i cant control myself dun hate him again, but wat should i do?


forgive me.
cuz im hate n angry.

DAMN.....!!!

im not feeling well...

yea... jz bored.





ytd, my class got 7 ppl absent.


im waiting our skul "holiday".


but, failed.





chung hua in KL. [ mine is in KLANG.]


7days no need go skul, cuz got H1N1.


jz 30ppl absent then can get holiday!! =="


today my skul 63++ppl absent, still havent let us holiday...


sob sob...





so fast.


ytd my teacher tell us friday is start exam.


OMG. i cant believe it.


i havent prepare it at all.


kill me then.





tis fews day jz focus at TVXQ! vs SM news.


how come the exam is coming. T^T





i missed jan calling frm tw eveytimes.


i noe jan is get problem abt her "升學".


aikz, i wont miss jan call again.


jan, call me again... T^T





now, i think i can forget abt TVXQ now!!!


but, start frm sat, i non stop to listening TVXQ! song.


cuz, i scare.


cant live without them voice n sound.


lovely oppa.





love you all.


muackx.... ♥♥









8.03.2009

i trust you. i believe in you.

all guys is blame yunho n changmin
plz, cassie u must trust Five of Them.
not the yh n cm fault.
not jaechunsu fault.
u cant blame them.
we noe, the unfair contract.
but, SM will be it better i think, cuz SM cant make TVXQ! disband.
its true!!!
SM will lost a "money tree" soon.
i wish, i hope.
Five of them can leave SM soon.
not now, but in the future.
Cassiopeia trust TVXQ!
TVXQ! trust Cassiopeia.



LOVE you, ALWAYS......